LAMP POST (Yeah, this blog has nothing to do with a lamp post, Don't worry)

Well, well.  I will say, it truly has been an eventful weekend.  I did not write yesterday, as I was in a bit of turmoil. Turmoil is now averted. I tell you... I have seen the Lord's hand move on my behalf many times in life... But this really cuts the cake.

I guess this is going to be a bit of a ... sentimental blog. Maybe a bit mushy.  So if you don't want to feel the love, move on! But for all those that need a little lovin... keep readin!

I want to first start off by saying.. Praise , TRULY be to God. I marvel at this miracle that has happened this weekend. I will fill you in , not on all the details but just a tiny glimpse so as not to bore too many readers. (Looking over at my followers, Yup, not Like I'm going to offend too many.) I have been praying for weeks for God to deal with me.  I was making some really poor choices.  So the one day, I ask God to deliver on this... He does. I met a girl, whom it felt like I was being targeted by. And I tell you what... That was no chance encounter. It was as if God had sent out a stealth bomber to deal with my heart and these deep convictions. In a matter of moments, my wickedness was destroyed and nothing remained.

The next day... Not so easy to deal with.  It was one of those days...that... You really wonder why you had to make the choice to get back on the right track to begin with. But... It's times like these... I have to thank God Even further. He has sent me the most amazing people.

So this one is going out to all the Mama's in the house! ^^ Spiritual parents are really a great gift. I am not down playing my own mother in the least. But my mama, Donna... has been such a good and faithful parent to me.  God appointed parents are one only.  You get one... and they teach you, nurture you, guide you, and mentor you.  Most importantly, they do it with all the love in the world.  Blood relations do not matter, because we are joined by Blood regardless. The blood Christ Jesus shed for us. That makes us, Family.

If Jesus is like chicken soup for the soul, then mama's are like the warm bread that go with the soup! ^^ Told you this was going to get mushy! But you didn't listen.

It's alright... I don't listen all the time either. Hey! It happens!

I guess there isn't much to chat about today, or night... its a bit late for me. But I guess what started out with me being really vulnerable and needing help, ended on a pretty great note. Thank God for mama's. I have never had the honour of having a close knit family. But the family I have in the Lord, is one of a kind. I am blessed. Its not much, but its everything to me.

I do hope, that all of you that find yourself reading this blog... are blessed with someone that you can run to, turn to, and never hide from. Because it feels good to have a person that can totally not judge you as you speak your vulnerabilities, and weakest areas. It is so easy to put your heart out there, only to have it smashed. It is not easy, but when you finally do, let someone behind that wall, and let them get a glimpse of your tender heart...and they handle it as if it were their own... Bliss.

Thank you to all those who have been so loving to me and so kind. Support has been much appreciated.  A personal shout out to the Lord! The Son of God, Jesus Christ and Of course! My Favourite The Holy Spirit!

Other honourable mentions... My dear love, Roman. Who has never given up on this at any point and who continues to be supportive of me in so many ways, even ways I cannot see.  Thank you! And to Donna... who's my friend and my mama! Who has been such an inspiration in my life, who has guided me, and mentored me, and most importantly, loved me so dearly! Another thank you to the angel I met the other night, because that was no chance encounter... Dawn! Thank you! You are a blessing! Keep holding me responsible and accountable.  You are a true sister In Christ! Thank you! I love you all! Rob, don't think I forgot about you ok? You are like a brother to me! Thank you!

God bless you all! To everyone I come in contact with and have built a solid rapport with.. I love you all!

Koshka!